1 post tagged “fatigue”

    Finals are killing me! Too many papers. Too many exams. I quit. I wish I could, but just one more week and I'll soon be missing college life, I'm sure. I'm at the library again. At 1:15 in the morning. I feel like a zombie. You know what's been on my mind lately? Relationships. They're disturbing (are you noticing how short my sentences become when I'm tired? That's how fast my train of thought is- not very). So yeah... relationships suck ass. At least the ones I get into. Allison is going to take my head, turn it into a soccer ball and kick it like she's trying to win the FIFA cup if she sees this. I already told everyone her last name on here. She's gonna flip. But it's okay, cause I simply don't give a damn anymore.
    Man, getting into relationship after relationship is not healthy. I never really took a break after my previous relationships. I just jumped on board and hoped for the best. And sometimes it was nice, but most of the time I just missed really hard. Nothing sucks worse than putting all your time and energy into something and then having it fall through. And it scares me... I'm at a point right now where I don't know what I am going to do with the rest of my life. And Al has her own plans, which sort of include me, but we both know it's not going to be that way. It's all really kind of sad. And I really hate it when I meet someone amazing and really hit it off, but know that nothing could possibly ever happen. Blah, I'm feeling crappy. And I probably shouldn't be typing this late. Time to close the library. I need to find some people on here to join my neighborhood. What's the point if no one's going to read it, right?

G'night